A little bit of ChAoS is all I need

[Chaos <3]

NAME: Chaosfrost
ALIASES: Chaos
SEX: Female
ORIENTATION: straight
AGE: 27 moons
CLAN: ShadowClan
POSITION: Deputy

APPEARANCE:

Chaosfrost is a smaller she-cat then most. She always has had a small build and looked small also. The smallness makes her look younger then she actually is. She has always had a small body, making her always look weaker too. She does not have as much muscle as many have but because she is small she goes fast. She has short legs and they always look out of place while running. She can run and hunt very well. She can be very swift and is great at dodging. Although she is good at defense, she is not good at offense. She tries to attack as well as she can but she will never be as good as those a lot of damage. She can be hit, tossed, and turned and still have strength in her. He small body can go flying though (literally). She is very light and can be knocked over easily.

Chaosfrost is a Himalayan She-cat that has snow white fur and black around her face. She does not have one of those smashed in faces that makes her look ugly, most think she is adorable(which pisses her off). She does not have that yellow tint to her, which most Himalayan cats have. Now there is something very unique to Chaosfrost, She has one light blue eye that is the colour of a light wave, and the other is a purple eye. Now most would think that it is impossible, in this case it is not. It will be explained on how it is possible in Chaosfrost's history. Lets put it this way, She was not born with the purple eye.

many find her attractive, and like to talk to her and try to impress her. She hates that guys like to talk to her just because of her looks. This makes her even more liked. Guys now a days like hard to get girls. She has no scars along her body which adds on to her beauty. Her pelt is very fluffy and long, many like that and say it is cute, it adds onto how she is small. So over all she is an adorable fluffy Himalayan She-cat with one blue eye and one purple eye.

PERSONALITY:

Most would be a nice Cat that has some flaws in their lives, always trying to help others and be their best. Most like those type of felines and will hang around them to make themselves look better. Chaosfrost is neither a user or a normal she-cat. Chaosfrost is a she-cat that likes to be left on her own. She does not like it when others try to help her or want her to help them. Chaosfrost will never bee seen with a normal cat, or a user, she gets sick just by the thought. She is the type that likes to be out there and make a difference instead of a stereotype. Chaosfrost despises other she-cats, they just tick her off. She likes to be original and no be a girly, self-centered, or even nice she-cat. Most say she is a male inside a females body, but that is not true. There are things that differ between her and a male. A male likes she-cats, Chaosfrost hates females, Males like to bond and have a good time with each other, Chaosfrost likes to be alone and left alone, finally males are arrogant and stupid, while she is smart and will search her surroundings before she makes her actions. While Chaosfrost is more like a guy then a girl she is defiantly not male. Chaosfrost may be one that you think stereotypes, but she doesn't. Sure she acts like all females are the same, but she knows they are not. She just doesn't like their personalities, sure they are all different but they are all girlier then her and they always will.

Chaosfrost may be all loner, and leave me alone, she also has a sort of nice side. Although most don't like her ,as she does not like them either, she also can be friendly. after she gains their trust and she gets to know them, she can be kind, well as kind as possible. One problem is that she may not trust them completely and then if they do one thing wrong she will be appalled by them once more. It is common for her to do this, even though she will never admit this, because she has self-esteem problems. She not all that confident with herself making it hard for her to get along and trust others. This is why she stuffs herself away.

Being deputy is a good thing for her because it shows that someone else at least had faith in her. She is a good deputy because she is strict and will not hesitate. She will punish someone fairly, but she may not bend the rules. Even though she is not a rule follower herself, she does not let anyone go off with a warning unless it really was minor. She listens to her leader, even if she disagrees with what he is going by. He discipline will usually be the same, like clean out the dens, or help the medicine cat with things. The worse the "crime" the worse the "time". She likes to lecture them and tell them what they did was wrong and if she catches them doing it again the punishment will be worse. Although she likes the punishment, she must also praise those who deserve it. If those choose to help out with things that need to be done without being asked, or forced, will be rewarded greatly. It is technically like school in our "world". If you help out around the school you will be praised, if you break the rules your punishment may be bad, but if you continue to break the rules the your punishment will be worse.

FEARS:

Chaosfrost doesn't really have any huge fears but her main fear is not the typical fear of letting her clan down. her fear is letting herself down, like loosing complete faith in herself. She is nervous about that because it has happened to her before. It was not a fun time. She could not hunt, eat, or sleep. It was effecting her big time. Thats was when the leader made her deputy, he was worried about her so he told her that he would make her deputy(btw I can change this when we get a leader XD). She finally felt loved, but she knew deep inside that it may happen again. She is also afraid of snakes. She knew that they were deadly, and that most don't make it when they are bit. She just has a nervous feeling every time she sees one.

ASPIRATIONS:

Chaosfrost only has one aspiration and that is for her to be more self-confident. She is not confident as you know and that is her main goal. She also wants to be an okay deputy and not totally hated by everyone. The deputy thing is pretty cheesy and she knows it, but she always worries about it. her last goal is to make some friends and to come out of the dark and actually talk to others, it may start out slow and it may be only to toms, but she tries.

RELATIONS:

FATHER: Grayfoot(dead)
MOTHER:Hawkpool(dead)
SIBLINGS: hollywing(lost)
MENTOR: ? (i don't know if there is an elder tom that i have permission from I will put him)
CRUSH/MATE: none at the moment
OFFSPRING: none
OTHER:She has had a crush on some males in the past.

HISTORY:

About 27 moons ago a female Himalayan She-cat was born. She was adorable and everyone loved her. She had two beautiful light blue eyes. You could stare into them for hours. They could not come up with a name for her for the longest time. That is when she started to cause mischief and chaos. They then decided to call her Chaoskit. She was loved at them time but then she started to get out of the picture, and be that cat that everyone forgot about. Eventually she was completely forgotten about, well from most of the clan anyways. That is when she got into the fight with her dad. He started to get angry with her because she was not who he wanted her to be. he then stormed out of the clan and didn't come back. She was an apprentice at the time. Later that day he was found slaughtered. It turns out he ran into a badger.

When Chaosfrost became a warrior she still had both blue eyes, which was a good thing because she had not gone through the pain yet. Her mother died two days after chaosfrost became a warrior. She died of black-cough, no one could cure it so she was a dead she-cat anyways. So the only ones left in her family was her and her sister hollywing. About a moon later Hollywing and Chaosfrost were out hunting together when a couple of two leggers came and grabbed Hollywing. The had some sort of chemical that they sprayed at Chaosfrost. It was knock out gas but it sprayed into Chaosfrost's eye. She had enough time to run away but she then passed out. She knew that her sister was a goner once she woke up. Also her eye was very tingly and hurt. She ran to the camp and told the others what had happened. The whole time they had been staring at her eye. They had told her it looked infected and that she must got see the medicine cat. She went to the medicine cats den where the med cat told her to stay here for a couple of nights. After the medicine cat left Chaosfrost stared to cry for the first time in her life. She had lost the last person she loved. After a couple of nights the infection went away but it left a mark that will be with her forever, a purple eye.

This is the point in her life when she broke done and had no self confidence and wanted to just be left alone. This is also why she does not like girls. They all made her feel so bad about herself. They all told her that it was her fault that Hollywing got taken away. they also said that she was unnatural to have a purple eye. She wanted it all to go away, so she planned to kill herself. She was going to jump of a cliff of go find a badger or fox and let them have some food. So she set off, but when she got there the leader was waiting for her. He was smiling and told her what she was going to do was stupid. he also said that the previous deputy had just died and he needed a new deputy. He asked her if she could help him find, little did she know that he was hinting for her to be his deputy. That night when the moon was high her leader told the clan that Chaosfrost was their new deputy. it was just as big a shock to her as it was to the clan. From then on she was herself, but a bit More open and out.

EXTRA:

-SCREAMS- YAYAYAYAY I am done!!! HOORAY!!! I am throwing a party and you are all invited!!!

ADDED | FOR HIGH POSITION TRY-OUT PURPOSES

ATTRIBUTES:

Chaosfrost would be a great deputy because hesitating is not in her vocabulary. When someone tells her to do something she will portray the deed with no questions asked. She obeys the rules and will not make exceptions to those who plead. She is not the meanest deputy either, she of course has her bad qualities but she can go soft on them if there deed was not really bad. So for the most part she is a well balanced deputy.

IMPLICATIONS:

Chaosfrost wants to be deputy to prove to all those she-cats that she can be just as good as them. They think she is a small, weak, lesbian that cannot do anything. Well she has some news for them, they need to stop stereotyping and get5t a life, because a new deputy is in town and she is ready to kick some troubled butts.

[>> H a z e l]

Accepted!

Chaosfrost is now deputy of ShadowClan!